just a vent
im tired of everything ive been struggling with stuff for like 2 years but it has never been the same stuff whenever i feel like everything has gone back to normal something else comes up its so draining and its starting to feel like i will never be able to be ok again. its not even like im sad in fact at this rate i dont feel anything and whenever i feel ok i realise that it will all go the next day or less
@Sebastian0o0
I'm soooooo proud of you Sebbbbb , 8 months without huffing that's a significant achievement and you should be proud of yourself,It's totally understandable that you're experiencing urges huffing can be a challenging addiction to overcome.
I guess I finally see why you don't like sleeping Seb, but I'm gonna tell you this again your use of sleep deprivation to cope with urges, while it might provide a temporary euphoric feeling, can lead to physical and mental health issues Seb.you know that right?
I know it might seem like an easy way out but trust me it's not worth the risk You're stronger than thatmand you've come so far already, ain't they other ways you can use instead of sleep deprivation?
@littleNini16
Opps,wrong post smhhhh
@Sebastian0o0
I'm here for you seb and I believe in you. I know how it feels to be exhausted and numb after struggling for so long, It's like you're running a marathon with no finish line in sight ,but remember Just because you feel okay one day doesn't mean it'll all fall apart the next. You're strong for getting through each day, even when it feels like the smallest victory.
Just allow yourself to feel whatever emotions comes without judgment, You're doing the best you can and that's something to be proud of.
@littleNini16 thx
i know its so hard, im sorry. you gotta hang in there tho, theres always a rainbow after the storm. itd be a shame to go inside during the storm knowing you wouldnt get to see the rainbow... hugs sebby
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