this prob isnt what this gc is meantfor but
im so lonely. I literally have no one in my life and I feel like I am crumbling down because I can’t have fun or laugh or smile or even enjoy my life. At this point I’m even denying my depression just to seem ok so people will like me because I don’t think anybody likes being around someone who is depressed and looks like it. Idk what to do anymore I keep thinking I’m better off just completely isolated instead because I always end up hurting people and they end up hating me which makes me hate myself even more.
@caudillihh1 hi there ❤ I'm sorry your feeling lonely🙁 I'm kinda feeling lonely to right now. I normally prefer being alone but sometimes I guess reality just hits you, doesn't it? You shouldn't have to hide your depression, or pretend to be anyone other than yourself. Unfortunately so many people also have to wear a mask🙁 it's really sad. But your safe here at cups, you don't have to hide who you are here ❤ you'll make lots of friends here in no time ❤❤ gives you a giant xmassy tiny hug ❤ good luck with everything
@caudillihh1 hey♡
It's the same for me.
And all I can tell you is that you deserve better, because you do. No one should have to hide their problems, their pain, so others can feel better.
Everyone should be accepted as they are, everyone should be loved and cared for and I know that you have someone who cares for you,
someone who will come into your life that will help you, like you for you-good or bad- that will make your life better, bearable at the very least.
I wish people would say this to me but I know that if someone did I wouldn't believe them; I don't think there's a reason for anyone to care for me.
Don't be like me.
You deserve more.