Congratulations To Me

You've done it. You've finally made a step forward, a step the whole world has been waiting for you to make. And you're wondering why it took so long, why did it take so long to realize it is okay for you to be happy? You'll talk about it later on, but let's focus on the massive step you've just accomplished... You've finally got an appointment to get to the bottom of your nasty history, and to learn to cope so you can finally feel like what may be normal; happy, a totally foreign feeling!

You've been through the ringer lately and you're finding out that all the things swept up and put under the rug are re-rising to cause too many complications in your day to day life, that's why you have a 5:00 pm college counseling session, your first one since grade school, where Rainbows set your path to your choice in degree - Art Therapy.

You have been so strong. You've finally realized you can no longer patch your self up, and you can't always catch yourself when you fall. Asking was the hardest part, detaching the fact depression is not a personality trait, but an illness you have, an illness you can fix.

So stay strong. You're doing just great.
Just remember I'm always here.

-Ashley


(I hope I gain some new relations and be a listening ear for all. I'm very open minded and I feel like I've lived life too many times. Lol. So please, drop me a line.)