I Don't Belong Here
I have so much bile and poison in me that needs to come pouring out. I'm pretty sure this place doesn't go in for that kind of 'inappropriate' behaviour.
I'll give it another 24 hours of lurking before deleting myself... (sigh...if only...)
You could give it a try? If you're going to delete anyway, why not let out some of that poison?
Bile and poison tend to eat away at one's insides - they need to be allowed to drain out. If you are in need of an empathetic audience to guide you through the process, then you have found a good platform for taking the initiative.
Poison is harmful when directed at those who seek to help you. Vent, but know that your listener is not the enemy.
That said, I would recommend giving the place a once over (lurking aside, attempt a foray into participation). That's how I ended up joining.
Stay blessed.
Regards,
