I'm never going to get better am I?
So this is my first time posting here. I've read some of the other posts but don't know how to reply, how does a sick person offer advice or consul to another sick person.
I've been suffering from depression my whole life I'm also suffering from social anxiety and I'll throw in introverted personality for good measure.
I try to project this happy image and bubbly person who is screaming in the inside. I hate being around people but I also hate feeling lonely.
I need to be in control but I also want someone else to take care of me.
I'm so exhausted with everything I'm not doing well anymore. I see no more hope of ever being normal. My life is a never ending merry-go-round the same rise same scenery for years now.
@Sandwiched I wish I could help you out more but know that you aren't alone, social situations in general spike my anxiety and even though I'd rather not talk to people, the heavy weight of loneliness is also something I want to avoid. I hope that you are doing better and please know that you have my support and the support of others to help you out through this. With that, I hope I was able to help and take care
