I'm so lonely it feels surreal that no ones here...?
Well hawwo, Ima April
I'm currently in foster care and just dropped out of year 11 because I was just too depressed to. I'm currently just alone at home most of the time trying to find someone or something to help me. It just sucks I guess, I'm kind of failing at life due to no education or job and I don't have anyone who cares about me or wants to genuinely talk. Like I know 7 cups is a support site but it feels like a lot of the time that you just talk and your words just go into some void that was just forgotten about. I've had so many conversations with probably good people but it feels so hollow when you are just forgotten the next day. I'm honestly so in need of someone to just talk to, share music with etc. someone who would make an effort to message not for just a day. I currently have nothing to care about literally. Foster care. No friends. I don't know why the hell I'm here and I'm getting close to leaving because it feels like no one wants me. Maybe this post is another empty attempt at something that's not there, but I'd honestly make the effort somehow to keep in contact with anyone. I honestly don't even mind giving out other msging platforms because I know 7 cups is s h i t with notifications. I just want someone to talk to. It honestly feels surreal with how lonely it is.
You're not alone here although I can see how it feels that wayl
I'm not very good at advice and I feel like I usually just make people feel worse, but I hope I can help. Try to find some people in real life who you can talk to because these do feel like nothing sometimes, but at least you can talk here instead of never talking about it.
@generousWatermelon395
yeah I try to. Idk it's almost like i've forgotten how to talk or no one wants me/I'm a boring person so no one makes an effort to say hello back...
@Aprilsomerandom23 For the time being at least you can have a community to talk to on here. Do whatever makes you comfortable. If you want to talk to someome in person then you could try joining community groups or if that isn't your style you can talk to people online.
I can feel you, it feels like i should die, why to live when no meaning in life, this sucks really, i came on 7cups to overcome my loneliness , i don't know how to talk , i talked to them with honesty ,But All are selfish, mean, Strange creatures of Strange world, right now i just, my phone,internet,dog that's my life , I'm worried , sometimes laughed too, what will be my future, i think several galaxies of overthinking lives inside me, i see myself as overthinker tree with no roots, who rarely uses photosynthesis, when i tells to people what i thinks, either people blocked or don't reply, don't know what's my future, Well April , you read yourself, read whole months , analyze people, understand psychology of people, this way you can understand things a bit; this way life can too because i think nobody is gonna help us or suggest something, 21dt century is like this, people are getting mre and more selfish, Good luck; if i become good in things; throw your problem to me, if you become good then i will throw to you; because i like volleyball, hate pepsi, drink water, keeps me fit
@Aprilsomerandom23
Hi! I know how you feel. I often feel quite lonely here too. I've talked to many people but only few have stayed for longer than a day, and even fewer seem to genuinely care. And now they're too busy with other things to even answer once a week, so I feel even more lonely.
I can see why you're upset and feel like no one is there. I feel the same way, honestly.
Anyways, I'm a member so sadly we have no way to chat privately, but if you ever feel like talking, tag me in a post and I'll gladly talk with you :) 
Hi I'm Hannah... I'm not sure what to say, I'm 19 and I often feel depressed but then I realise I shouldnt be because people have it worse than me and in a way I'm lucky but at the same time all I want to do is lay in bed and avoid the world. it's like I'll be sad forever.
@Princessbubblegum65
Hi Hannah, I hope you are doing okay! I often feel like I just never want to leave my bed and sometimes I just need it. Need to be on my own to recharge.
You shouldn't compare yourself to others though, you can almost always find someone in a 'worse' place than you but it all depends on how you feel.
What sort of things do you enjoy doing? I.e sports, hobbies etc.
If you ever want to just talk please feel free to message me on here!
@Aprilsomerandom23
It feels hallow because is purely text. This is the downside of the internet sadly.
If it was face-to-face and someone offered you a warm hug and a smile it would change I think?
But I will say I'm sorry for what you're going through. It must be really hard. But if you can go back to school, you still have a chance to have an awesome life if you go back. You can move to a better place and have friends who knows.
Also I don't know where you live, but have you tried seeking support for your mental health? many centers offer it for free :) It would be a way to have support.
@Aprilsomerandom23
hey you have whatsapp?
@Aprilsomerandom23 i know how you feel. everyday just seems like a boring routine graved into my mind that i want to change but don't know how. i've tried anonymous chats but the conversations are so dull and just like you said, if you find someone who will even reply to you the next day you'll just end up forgotten. and it hurts most when you find someone who you think will stay but then as the days go on you can tell they're slowly growing disinterested in you.
Not to mention i don't know what my life is anymore, alot of the time when i try talking to people about this they either say i'm too young to be worrying about things i worry about or that i shouldn't get involved. but it's not that easy. not to mention i can't seem to find someone i can fully open up to about EVERYTHING and if i do they end up leaving soon anyway.
so i get you, my life's a mess and i feel like i'm not worth it.