New here

Hi I'm new to the app

I found this app through desperately trying to find someone I could talk to who would understand me.

Another day in tears, pounding myself further into the ground, exhaustion, a whirlpool of thoughts, overwhelming worthlessness, the constant battle with my own mind to not hurt myself; seldomly winning and the only way out seems to no longer include my existence in the equation, I could really do with some support.

I would do anything to feel anything but this. I don't really know who I am anymore or what I'm like. I don't know how to stop these thoughts or feelings and be happy. Will it ever stop??

Sorry to go on, but seldom do I get the chance to get so much off of my chest even though it barely scratches the surface

I hope everyone else's day has been a better more productive one :)