New here don't feel like anyone can help
I'm new on here .. idk if anyone can help me .. I can't afford the therapist option and my doctors appointments are far away from today if they don't cancel them , I stopped taking my meds for anxiety depression paranoid schizophrenia and ptsd a month or two ago I still have them they aren't out of date I can't get ahold of anyone at the doctors office I've tried idk if I should start taking my meds again or wait but I'm not doing to great .. I just got out of the hospital for other medical reasons. I can't sleep eat leave my house hold conversations watch tv read write think clearly make decisions about anything im scared alone and afraid anxious paranoid about everything Hallucinating, can't stop crying idk what is real .. feel like I'm
I'm in movie, on the outside looking in , what is happening to me ? I don't understand, wish my skin felt real , I remember this happening before, I don't want to go through this again.. I am alone .. people here but I am alone , they don't listen they say they do but they aren't understanding what I'm saying..
I can understand what you're going through! See, we all have something in common and everyone of us has gone through something like this because this is life! I understand that you feel like nobody understands you and this is relatable but you're never alone here! You can relate to many people here and that's a good thing to see strong people just like you surrounding you that has been through the same thing! Don't hesitate to reach out for help here! It's a safe and friendly community and we are all here to give you the love and support you need! 
If you want to talk about it, I am just a pm away!
Stay strong~
@Cravenkrueger1428 I agree only you can help yourself, but the fact that you chose 7cups is that you took the very first step. Talking to a listener opens up your own perspective and helps you see the bigger picture in time. Give it a try. I understand initially it must feel hard but in time you will realize how all you can help yourself using support. :) Stay strong and takecare.
@Cravenkrueger1428 I am very sorry that you are going through an extremely difficult time in your life. I am always here if you need to talk. <3
@Cravenkrueger1428 I'm so sorry that you're going through such a difficult time. I understand how overwhelming and challenging it can be to find quality care at an affordable cost. I'm always here to listen if you need. I can also point you in the direction of low-cost and sliding scale mental health treatment options if you're located in the U.S.
Stay strong and take care. You have a community of supportive people here that have your back.
@Cravenkrueger1428 I am very sorry to hear that you are going through a difficult time. Please know that I am always here if you need to talk <3
Help comes disguised in the strangest of ways mate... We at 7cups will help you find it :)
