Poems, Quotes, Thoughts 😊

"ESSE QUAM VIDERI" - To be, rather than to seem.

I love many Bright Eyes lyrics but this is one of my favourites: Ill fight like hell to hide that Im giving up. It ironically gives me the strenght to repress the dark thoughts and give life a chance.

Slightly not what my normal poems are about but lately this is what has helped me through all this and this person.

I don't know what to say or do,
I just don't want to lose you,
I know it's hard for you,
But I'll always be here for you,
I don't want to give up on you,
Just know I'll never leave you,
I've gotten so close to you,
I don't know what I would do without you,
I've never met someone like you,
I just want to be perfect for you,
I can't stop thinking of you,
Even when I'm around you,
All I want is to be with you,
Let me see inside of you,
I will never hurt you or run from you,
Tippy just know I'm in love with you.

Everything Has A Reason

Sometimes life seems unfair,
That there is no hope out there,
How can life be so unfair?
Just as it seems to be Okay,
It all falls apart, back to the start.
Never to see a reason,
To why it all fell apart,
Why you're ripping apart,
Is there any hope out there?
Without knowing you look back,
Seeing what you can't believe,
Everything that wasn't easy,
All happened for a reason,
To get you where you needed to be,
Now it may seem clearer,
That hope you thought wasn't there,
Is finally here,
Now you can release this fear,
There's always hope out there.

@nevergiveupneverbackdown

I would like to share my favourite poem I wrote so far. Hope you'll like it.

This is a story about how I died
Burned down in the fire though I was still alive
I felt every flame, heat under my skin
But all I could think of was 'how have I sinned? '

What did I do to deserve such a way?
Only sinners will burn down in fire, they say
I was going to church, to pray for their God
I wasn`t rude, or jugemental, and not even got mad

I wasn`t drinking, or smoking, or using the drugs
Instead I chose peace, hot tea and the books
What did I do to deserve such a way?
I`m screaming out loud 'this must be a mistake! '

Yes! Somebody listened! The fire is gone
Am I finally free? Apparently not
The crowd right behind me are cheering the hangman
The rope`s on my neck, am I being hanged now?

As the rope gets tighter it`s harder to breathe
Oh death, by now I feel you`re so sweet
I open my hands, you can take me, I`m near
I scream out my lungs but nobody hears

What did I do to deserve such a way?
I never did anything bad nor did I say
I never did such a huge of mistake
Yet this is how I`m meeting my fate

I open my hands and meet death as a friend
Wishing this torture would come to the end
The rope`s long gone and I`m on my knees
They`re cutting my head off! Just take me already, please!

I can feel blades slowly crossing my skin
Down through my muscles, bones... this is it
I think to myself but I don`t understand
Will this nightmare of mine.... will it come to the end?

That's when I wake up all covered in sweat
I check for burns on my skin and cuts on my neck
Take a deep breath and thank God I`m alive
This is a story of how I survived

I haven't written any poems in a long time, but this is my favorite.

Running

Jumping

Flying

Soaring

Falling

Crashing

Stabilizing

I haven't written any poems in a long time, but this is my favorite.

Running

Jumping

Flying

Soaring

Falling

Crashing

Stabilizing

I met someone so special and true,
I never thought this was true,
I can't believe there is someone like You,
My love never so true,
A miracle finding you,
Now my world revolves around you,
I wish I never lose you,
I'll do anything to have you,
You've seen the true me,
And didn't leave me,
Always been there for me,
Even when you didn't have to Be,
You've completed me,
To be the perfect person I should Be,
But I fucked up, just before you could see,
The perfect me,
Made specially for tippy,
The girl of my dreams,
I wish I could let you see,
How right this could Be,
For you and me,
Our love so rare to see,
People barely get to see,
I'm sorry I hurt you,
Now I'm perfect for you,
I wish you could see this too,
Let me prove my worth to you,
Always to be there for you,
Never to lose you,
I'll be broken and lost without you,
We're special it's true,
Let me show you the perfect person for you.

An epiphanious thought: "Feelings are dialog between the conscious us, and our minds", Is it not that sharing feelings is like violating the privacy of mind-us relationship?

Life isn't as it seems,
Just as it seems to get better,
Everything keeps falling back on me,
This addiction is killing me,
My life is a mess, and I blame me,
I know there is help out there,
But it's not as easy as it seems,
I can't share what I feel any more,
I don't want to bring people down with me,
I hoped it would have changed for me,
I needed to be better for me,
Could it be to late for me?