Poems, Quotes, Thoughts 😊

When did it become so real?
Why did I let them see,
It was foolish of me,
To actually believe,
It was going to be so easy,
Now you'll see what has become of me,
The person nobody wanted to see,
You think you broke me?
Sit there laughing at me,
Because I made you free,
While you were using me,
To help yourself heal,
Now I'm open for all to see,
How could you do this to me,
I gave you all of me,
Now there's nothing left of me,
I don't want to breathe,
This pain is killing me,
I think it's time for me,
This will be the last of me,
You finally broke me.

This is about the time I tried getting out of a very bad place, many years ago.

Sunshine

It's night,
I'm up, on a building:
I'm about
to jump, then fall down.
They think
that I am just kidding,
but I think
"Who would save me now?".

Like an angel,
she stopped and brought me down.
She said: "Hey,
what did you want to do?
You're special,
but you still don't know how:
I can't imagine
how the world would be without you!".

She believed in me, she told me I was special.
In the dark of the night, suddenly I found...

A little bit of sunshine,
even when it's dark around me.
A little bit of sunshine,
Even when I cry, hopelessly.

When it's dark,
and the night is surrounding you,
when there's no
sun to light up your day,
when you think
nothing's gonna save you,
hear me,
I know you'll find your way!

Now I believe in me, now I know that I am special.
In the dark of the night I know that I will find...

A little bit of sunshine,
even when it's dark around me.
A little bit of sunshine,
even when I cry, hopelessly.

Behind every cloud there is always the sun,
never lose your hope, even you think you're done...

Now I believe in me, now I know how I am special.
In the dark of the night I know that I will find...

A little bit of sunshine,
even when it's dark around me.
A little bit of sunshine,
even when I cry, hopelessly.

Darkness is creeping back in

Afraid one day it will win

Have to keep finding a way

To make it day after day

Can't give up this fight

Someday I will find the light.

"Never return to the place where you lost your happiness".

I cannot move no more,
This burden is too heavy,
The pain is so much,
With no where to look,
No lights to see,
Too much fear to speak,
Nobody will see,
Or understand me,
I'm barely breathing,
With no more dreams,
Or feeling real,
This can't be real,
Why always me?
I just want to live,
So i can be free,
Take this burden off me?
Please

Why we keep going back to the things that hurt us?

It won't last, love

Sun is shining and so are you

"Maybe you have to know darkness before you can appreciate the light."

" Life is like the ocean, it can be calm and still, and rough or rigid, but in the end, it is always beautiful"

A bit of a messy one for a messy situation.

Family are never by choice,
But the friends you pick aren't a easy choice,
Sometimes they are closer without choice,
They become closer than your blood,
A better brother than your own,
When you're messed up, never alone,
Sometimes you fucked up,
But they can't take anymore,
It hurts your more,
Than losing your own,
Always punching making things worse,
The time your messing, you went overboard,
Overreacting because you're so close,
Didn't care what people think,
But it was different when you did,
Because I care what my brothers think,
I'm sorry for what I did,
It wasn't what you think,
I got so angry when you didn't believe me,
It's only because I care what you think,
You've always been there for me,
Became a brother to me,
Closer than anyone has ever been,
I know I'm messed up,
And not easy to please,
I'm trying to be better,
For my family and me,
I know it's tough,
But my brothers mean the second most to me,
Nearly as much like my little girl,
You're family to me 💙