Where's MY hero?
Seriously? Where's my hero?
Here I am, the "strong one" for EVERYONE!
This wasn't a role I wanted to take
Not at that young of age
Not all my life
Here I am now
Breaking down on the inside while I have to continue to be the hero
For my parents, brother, friends, everyone
Everyone
I can't say it
I can't say it to anyone what they have done to me
No...that isn't the right way to say it
However, I don't know how else to put it
I was forced into the position
To help me survive
But now it's killing me
They've all put me on this high pedestal
I'm so high up they can't see me
I'm not longer connected
A separate being
Am I even human anymore?????
If I am weak, it's never good
Looked down upon, used as a weapon, even no one helping me
It's all happened
So now I don't even take the risk
I will push and shove you out of the way
Do I want to?
No
I don't
But there isn't a hero for ME
When I thought there was
They leave
YOUR JOB ISN'T DONE!
WHY DID YOU HAVE TO GO?!
But alas, bearing grudges does no good for the soul
So I let them fly
I continue to be "strong"
It's the only thing I know how to do
...
Seriously....Where is my hero?
Wow, this is seriously the most incredible thing I have ever read. I identify with almkst everything you said here. It seems we're only looked upon when we are needed and discarded when we are no longer useful. While I am still fighting my own demons, I would like to offer you my sincere friendship (ears, to listen to you, and a shoulder to cry on if necessary).
I'm glad you liked what I wrote. And I thank you for your friendship and I offer mine in return.
Sounds good to me. Thank you. :)
Thank you :D
Do you have this app called telegram? If you do my username is @samrobl
I know how you feel. I feel like I'm always there for people. My mum, ex boyfriend and friends, when I had them. But they weren't and aren't there for me. But I have started telling them that, as selfish as itakes me feel. They need to know they're wearing me down. That I can't do this anymore.
Agreed. You have to take care of yourself!