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does anyone else feel like life does't matter anymore like there is no pint in living all life means to me are 4 letters nothing else.
@liam91404. Please don't be down, dear. Sometimes it just takes time. Ily.
@Lemeows should i [edited by the Celaeno for the intent to self-harm]
@liam91404 absolutely not. You must hold on.
@Lemeows why i deserve so
@liam91404 the dark place you are in isn't forever.
@Lemeows you can overcome
how
@Lemeows
@liam91404. By pushing through and taking on your negative thought processes. Push through all of it. Do what you can. But don't leave. Sometimes you have to suffer before reaching a destination of wellness - at least in my experience. I've been having a difficult time, as well. You're not alone.
I shall eat ice cream, in your honor. :D
@Lemeows I'm sure you have family and friends that **love you** very much. You are important.
@liam91404, yes, definitely I had, lovely. Many times in my life, in fact. And that's it all because of the nature of this disorder - depression is trying to deceive you, speaking sly insinuations that you are nothing. That your existence is worthless, that you are meaningless, that obstacles in you life are impenetrable, and at the same time pointless anyway. It engulfs you with a thick coat of numbness, blocking your thoughts and emotions. It puts you in the box without any openings, any lid, any hope to get out. It tricks you into believing that the only way to change this hopeless situation is to disappear, to end it all.
It's not true, lovely. Don't believe it, no matter how much you think that they are all your own thoughts. These are all the symptoms of the depression which is absolutely treatable. You can recover from it. You don't have to accept this numbness. You don't have to accept your situation. You are still in control.
Please, if you are having a suicidal or self-harm urges, I encourage you to visit this website, select your country at the top bar and make a simple call. Or if you don't like talking on the phone, use a chat here. There is nothing wrong or shameful in using a helpline, lovely - I used IMAlive chat myself when I was in crisis. Their whole purpose is to aid those in need.
You are worth every nice thing in the universe. You are strong and can overcome anything life throws at you. You are courageous to face your sufferings every day and insisting on not giving in. You are unique and incredible. And you are doing such a great job, lovely, despite all of this pain you have to bear every day. I am so proud of you, lovely.
*hugs tightly*
My mum has made me lose my confidence. She completely conttrools me. She will not accept me.
