Alone

In many ways thats true. Im mostly alone.

The burden I feel sometimes is the loneliness. I also feel Ive failed somehow with people in my life-either I didnt stand up for myself enough so they walked all over till I cut them out or I gave up really trying to make and keep friends.

My family was so toxic and I didnt recognize it till it just about ruined me. I dont think Ill ever get past that betrayal.

Somedays Im just very lonely.