Ashamed
I absolutely hate living like this, i wake up everyday wishing i didn't. I love my family but cannot stand to be around them at times.I'm ashamed of whoI've become. (not going into details as i don't know every ones reaction.)
You shouldn't be ashamed of having depression. Most people get it. It is really hard to live with (I know because I have depression) but it can be treated. Have you tried telling your family? Talking to someone helps a lot of people and might help you. Even if they don't really understand, at leased they would know. Having a journal helps me, have you tried writing how you feel down on paper, or expressing yourself through art? I don't know your situation but if you want to talk, you can log out and talk to people on here anytime you want. Stay strong xx
Word for word, those are my thoughts exactly... If you feel comfortable telling more, please do, but I totally get where your coming from. Know that whatever happens, you are a beautiful loved amazing talented person who is worth infinitely more than anyone can put into words
There's no need to be ashamed. Somethings just happen. All we can do is work to make them better and enjoy the time we have
