Awful Experience.. Important Lesson...

Hello! 🙂

Let me start with this...

I was depressed since I was 13 years old, so about 3 years now.

Through the years... I have always thought about suicide and always planned on how to kill myself.

I was very selfish and didnt even think how the people who loves me will feel if Im gone.

But now... I have lost my bestfriend...

Its very painful, I now know how it feels like losing someone important to you.

Now that I am aware of this pain, I dont have the courage anymore to even think of ending myself.

Because if Im gone, I know what the people who cares about me would feel.

And I dont want them to feel this pain that I am currently going through.

To all people, I know its hard to stop our suicidal thoughts.

But please let it just be a thought, no actions.

Because if youre gone... The people around you will experience extreme emotional pain.