Bad news

Well I was in love and i finally trusted someone and yesterday morning I got a call from someone yelling asking why I messaged her "I love you" and I asked who this was... She said her "mother in law" . So yeah my girl was married.. I can't get her out of my mind but I want to because that literally broke me. She was the only one I trusted.. she was the only person I talked to.. now I'm alone.. and I got into a wreck and lost my car.. my life's going down hill...