Bad place
I have no idea what I want in life. I feel so alone. I'm cycling through depression & anxiety lately- stress? Other physical reasons? Work is frustrating lately. I think I'm terrible at my job, and relationships are so freaking hard. Sometimes I wonder if I'm bad at it because I'm bored and get distracted, sometimes I think I just suck at everything. I try to be a good person, a good friend, but no one likes me, ever. I want to travel, but I don't think I ever will. I want to create, but I'm a terrible artist and not a good writer. I don't know. I'm just feeling kinda hopeless & useless & lonely & lost.
@Tiikeri101
I can identify with the feelings you have. I too suffer from depression and anxiety. Sometimes it gets the better of me and that really sucks. I have to say that you are not helpless. Webster's defines helpless as, lacking protection or support. You have support here. Lonely, there are many people here to connect with 24hrs per day. Lost, you can't really be lost as so far two of us found you. And as for useless, we all have a use, a purpose, in life. Maybe you just haven't found yours yet. Sometimes it takes a long time to find ones purpose in life.
Just don't give up, keep on striding forward. Things may look dark to you now but without the darkness you'd never see the stars.
