Being physically sick with Chronic pancreatitis and being depressed .
I been depressed for the last past nine months. I was hospitalize for the first time nine months ago with heart failure, kidney failure and blood clots going down left arm. Spent time in the hospital and xame home with life changing events. Taking a lot of meds and diet completely changed. I was so weak and I had to build up my strength again.
Then three months later found out I had chronic pancreatitis with cysts. Talk about pain 😟😪 it's pain I deal with every day and being so sick with dry heaving and actually vomiting along with diarrhea had me back in the hospital with my potassium being low and malnutrition. In May 2021 I was 400lbs today I weigh 305lbs. I still can't hardly eat and at times the pain is still horrible even with the pain meds. I get very depressed and family do not make it any better. Some times I ask God why am I still here?
I'm sorry I have to stop .. this is all I xan do for tonight.
@snookies67
Hey Snookies,
I understand finding out that you have pancreatitis cysts must not have been easy. Being depressed for the past nine months seems difficult on it's one. I'm sorry to hear about the hospitilizations you needed due to your physical health. I know your family not being there for you only adds on to the depression and stress. All of us have a reason to be on this planet Earth. Even if we don't know it yet. I hope you know that you're not alone during this life changing time for you and 7 cups is beside you. I hope you feel better. I wish only the best for you. Please take care of yourself and your mental health. I hope this message finds you safe. ❤️
