Blood and sweat for what?
Hi..no matter how hard you try, how stupid you look on trying or how much you fail on trying, at the end even if u get a shred of happiness, the real you will come out of all this fake "being a new person" and "everything will be good" guy..people usually talk shit about you, and no you don't have to listen to them cuz they're stupid and envy etc..well that's pretty much bullshit...most of the times all these mean things that comes out of people's mouth is just truth you don't like..anyway the point is that I really don't see any reward after a whole path of blood sweat and tears..
P.s. sorry for my English
@nameless85 the question should be why are you doing something for rewards? why something that someone else say would matter to you even if it is good or bad?
@usefulJewel19 cuz the whole point in this life is sharing...without it would be a meaningless life..I think..and I try not to have one..I tried not to care but it's a pretty lonely and very well known road...still is it worth to care and fake yourself?
@nameless85 main point here is not faking but accepting who you are. all your flaws and weaknesses included and being happy with who you are and what you do. think like this if you don't accept or be happy with who you are how can you expect someone else to do that?
@usefulJewel19 what I'm trying to say is that I know myself and I tried to live a life where I accepted myself for who I am with all the good and the bad..problem is that even though I accept myself others don't..and if they looks like they do,they really don't..that means judgements, pushing away or even fake to accept for pity or else...and that doesn't feel good...so that's the point.. That after all these sweat blood and tears,cuz accepting yourself means a long path with a great deal of sacrifices and pain, for most of the people,that includes me, they anyway end up being this meaningless and ridiculous person...so..all for what..I wanted to share this with all the people who suffers like me
@nameless85 I understand.what I'm saying is I too once wanted to be accepted for who I am by others. But none of them did and I came to a point where I became so closed off that I rarely smiled. But at one point I realize if you truly accept who you are, acceptance from others won't make any difference. you would be happy knowing yourself and enjoying yourself. Because at the end of the day it's what matters.
@nameless85 it seems you feel like you are unappreciated and only seem to see the negatives around you. I'm sorry to see that you have people around you who have been backbiting about you and that you feel as though it is justified. No matter what though, hardwork always pays off. Sometimes it just takes a little bit of patience :)
@squidbob101 I really hope so..thanks for the words..unfortunately it has been a very, very long time... I had a reality check and kept on fighting since that day..most of the times the rewards were all fake and saw only afterwards the shit they have been throwing at me..it's just that after all this time is getting really tiring to look at yourself in the mirror and hate what you see..
@nameless85 situations such as this can really make you detest yourself. But if you ever need someone to talk to, don't hesitate to hit me up ^_^