Bullying
Who wishes they were actually bullied? Who else feels they would deserve it?
@oliveMaple7300
Hey there, I'm sorry you're feeling this way. I can relate to feeling like you deserve punishment somehow--my own therapist went round and round in circles with me on that one. But I can assure you it isn't true, no one deserves to be bullied no matter what.
Since this is in the depression forum, I am wondering--do you think any of these feelings stem from wanting a concrete "reason" to be depressed? Thinking that something objectively bad must have happened to you to cause the depression or low self-worth you're feeling? I could be wayyy off base here, but just wondering.
Take care and hang in there
@Shanna I feel more like I deserve to be called names and hurt? It's something my brain refuses to do is go off that ledge again and bring the voice back, so would be easier if others were to say it while still making myself feel bad?