Change
I have a question.
What do you do when your not happy with your life and where you are, but you're terrified of change?
I don't like living at home. It isn't a good environment. And I don't want to leave my best friend because he is the only true support I have. And I need to move away to finish my degree because there are no colleges in my area that offer the degree.... But I'm terrified to move and leave. I'm so afraid of losing my friend, mostly... he is honestly the best friend I've ever had and we understand each other so much! Its like.. I know I have to go, but I'm so afraid of the change that will follow that. It will cause me anxiety and I know being alone will make my depression much worse! So, what do I do?
Sorry, I know this was kind of ramble-y.... but I just need advice.
Well, change is always necessary to expand/evolve our consciousness. It might help you find more friends like your best buddy. You never know whats coming :) Try to stay positive as well. All change can be for the good..Its just upto us how we take it. You could, however, try searching for evening classes/vocational classes, or something similar to help you out in this situation as well. When we experience new things, our life finds newer meanings. So do go out and find what life is about. You might wonder why you were waiting that little bit to try ;)