Cherish Life? Nah...

I'm just so tired right now. Nothing in my life is going right at the moment. I try SO hard every day but it just seems like I'm not trying hard enough. I can't get an internship OR job, my financial aid was taken away for next semester, I feel like I have no direction in life, my family drives me up the wall with their constant bickering and yelling, my depression just keeps getting worse. One bad thing after another. I have this little magnet that says Cherish Life on it and I almost threw it away because what good is cherishing life if everything is going wrong in it? T_T

I know this might sound like I'm whining or ungrateful, but I really don't care right now because for once in my life I'd just like something to go right for a change. For all the things I've done to try and change myself and it's for nothing.