Confession
Confession: I keep a voicemail from my ex fiance and listen to it when I need to hear his voice. My husband doesn't know.
I needed to get it off my chest.
@faithfulDime5304
I can remember the names and faces of everyone I've ever dated. I can't seem to let them go.
@Stryfe2025 the attachment, it can be so powerful.
The fear of abandonment is the bane of the life of any average borderline sufferer. It leads you to pick all the wrong people then not be able to let go because you fear being alone, and you constantly worry that they are going to dump you, which generally happens especially in your younger days ( BPD tends to get better naturally with age ).
@faithfulDime5304
I am glad you were able to find a place to confess :) I know how hard it can be to let go a loved one (even one from the past), I hope you are doing well! Listeners are always here if you need to confess again!
@faithfulDime5304 I'm happy you found a safe place to confess.
Confession: My heart can be so fragile that is craves for the love of someone who does not deserve it. Yet, I keep making the same mistake over and over again.