Depressed

@SoLostt

My suggestion would be to seek out assistance. That is not a sign of weakness, but of strength. I was seen as an outpatient at a teaching hospital where I paid what I could. If you have difficulty finding someplace, post what info you feel comfortable and I'll see if I can help.

I've been going through very deep depression. It spans from school all the way to relationships. I think I'm better off gone. I don't understand how someone can say they love you but still cheat on you. I was so good to him. It really destroyed me to know that I gave someone my all & then they let me down. I just want to disappear. This affected my school effort & it made me begin to distant & hide from my family so they won't ask me what was wrong. I miss the old , happy me before all of this started happening. & it's even more heartbreaking when you try to forgive him & put in the past but he didn't see nothing wrong with his actions. Flirting is cheating!!! & I did not receive no apology, all he told me was to get over it. Been feeling worthless ever since.. Trying to turn pain into strength is so hard. It's easier said than done.

I've been depressed bc I hate my weight, I hate my body and I don't know what do to in order to be sure about myself. I used to have eating disorders when I was in high school and I still hated myself, last year i got my dream weight with a nutritionist's help but I didn't like my body anyway. I don't know what do to with me, I want to learn how to love myself and my body