Depressed about how I look
I cannot accept how I look. It depresses me so much that I hate looking at the mirror and I hate going out. Let me describe my looks to you.
Imagine a 19 year old girl with a mature face who looks about 24. Let's start with my face. I have a big face and my boyfriend isn't helping by pointing it out. One time he said that he will even measure my face. I also hate my face shape, my face shape it is too oval like. There was a time my brother was smiling at me and I asked why and he said that he is staring at my face shape. My eyebrows and eyes I do not have a problem with though. But let's talk about my nose its kinda big that my mom was talking about me getting a nose job as a joke and my lips are kinda small. To make things worse, I have broad shoulders (which my boyfriend keeps on reminding me of) and small breasts. He told me I would be really hot if I had small shoulders. I feel like a man. Some people have mistaken me as gay which is really sad. I am so depressed about this, I never asked for this body and face. and I forgot the worse thing yet, the acne scars all over my face which will never go away :(
@quickwittedNest5808 First of all, if your boyfriend wants to point out your imperfections, you should tell him to get lost! He should be telling you what he finds so special about you. And for your mother to criticize you, that's just unnecessary. I have a mother like that. When I was your age, my mother would criticize me from the inside -> out. I got older and realized she was doing that because she was just jealous. You know what is the most attractive aspect of a human being? Confidence. I am 33 years old and I have had extremely handsome boyfriends but I married a Mexican mechanic. He's not the most attractive, but his personality is what makes him looks like a John Cena or Randy Orton, even tho he's just a short, average guy. And every single woman has flaws, but we also have unique characteristics that make us beautiful. You just don't want to see it. I hate my chunky calfs. I have a lazy eye. I have a Miss Piggy nose too. But I don't let those things get in the way. Take a look in the mirror now. You will see that you are beautiful. A little acne can be covered. You should watch BrittanyBear on YouTube. She's pretty cool if you need help for putting on makeup. Other than that, find a new boyfriend ASAP!
@quickwittedNest5808 your bf is an arsehole.
