Depressed and Alone
Where I go to Uni, I have no friends. I had a SO, but we broke up because of my mental state. I dont have a whole lot of family, and the family I do have has never been there for me. I have one good friend that is half a country away, and thats it. I dont know what to do with myself, Ive tried showering and running to get going but neither are helping. I really truly just want to end this all, but I keep reading that a permanent solution is not the way to go. Im tired of being here, Im tired of living.
@intelligentCar2546 the best has yet to come! where do you attend uni? there has got to be fun parties and social things to get involved in! and you will for sure find another SO
@worldwander56789 I go to a really small school, there arent parties around me. And its not that Im worried about finding another SO, its more so the fact that I realized today that I pushed the last person in my life away to the point at which she is no longer in it. Its happened with everyone else in my life too.