Depressed, feel like I'm going crazy...
I've been depressed for three years now and tried to commit suicide already a few weeks ago after I recently turned 15. Ever since, I have been different, and I feel like I'm going crazy. I feel like I'm neglected, abandoned, and not cared about. I feel like I also don't even live in reality. Like this is all just a cruel joke or experiment or something, like I'm doped out on meds all the time... I have reasons to believe so, but people just say it's not true and it's hard to believe it and hard to suppress it.. I don't know what to do. I'm lost in a strange world...
It sounds like you're really struggling right now and I'm so proud of you for reaching out for help. The feelings that you're experiencing can feel like they're so unreal. It's hard to believe that you can feel so lost and alone and hurt so much all in one go. I understand those feelings, so if you ever need to talk at all I'm here.
Thank you Natalie. There's a lot more that I forgot to put in too.