Depression.

I know exactly how you feel cause I feel the same way. I lay awake at night thinking about everything I've ever screwed up in my life. Every day is a battle for me not to give up. I regret my past, am terrified about my future, and am not too thrilled about my present. Yet for some reason I keep fighting each and every day to keep going. I wish I knew the answers to help you, just know that your not alone

I've been feeling this way my whole life. It's abnormally dificult to cope with this. Sometimes I wonder why I am even here, I feel lost and alone yet I have a normal family and friends. Still, I have a feeling that I am just a big failure and disapointment.

I know this Feeling all too well...I have depression and anxiety also, I've been ill for a very long time, self harmed, overdosed, you name it I've done it. But recently, with the help of medication and therapy I have improved and come so far. I'm proud of myself because a year ago, I would have killed myself and now I'm starting to see the light. I want to tell all of you who are suffering, no amount or pills or sharp objects will ever fill that void of emptiness, it is such a waste of the beautiful people you are. I know it feels like you are stir in a deep dark black hole and feel like you are drowning but please reach out, to a friend, a family member, anyone. The worst thing to do is keep it all bottled up, you can win this fight. Stay strong and stay safe, I'm always here if you want to talk💙