Depression or craziness ?
What am I doing ? You'll never understand what's truly in your heart till you'll have to have a continuous fight between your mind and your heart. You try to do what's right, but at the same time you can't help it and fall for him.. yes, judge me, I used to be one of you guys, saying that there's no sense and honor in cheating. But no one knows how painful it is for the trapped person.. I suffer everyday because of two people, because of how shitty am I and because of my life which is very good professionally, but a complete chaos when it comes to love and feelings...
Hi! Thank you for sharing your story. I'm hesitant to say anything specific since your story is vague, which I'm assuming is intentional. To answer your question, you are not crazy at all. Love is complicated and painful. People make mistakes as well. It's your life and no one has the right to judge you for it. Good luck on your journey. I hope it all works out in the end.
@funnyPlum3643 I dont actually believe in crazyness, although sometimes impulse and feelings and make way for confusion in youre life, this is sometime what love brings with it. There has to be a point in wich you sort out youre feelings , but dont expect to reach a practical solution, when love and logic take separate paths. The real hapiness in love, is reciprocity , so working towards that love with trust, calmness,and pacience is the way for you to be in a healthy relationship. You weren't specific about much, so i cant to that much guesswork, the only thing i can sum up right now is that love is putting you through some tests and you need to get youreself together and figure out what to do next . Step 1: be kinder to yourself. you dont have many kind words to describe you , so this conflict is affecting every other aspect in youre life.
