Disappointed

A fiancé is a big commitment. Have you thought about having an open honest conversation with him? If he truly loves you then he should care about your emotions and about you enough to be honest with you. You deserve someone that you can be honest with and express yourself to comfortably. There’s a chance that the narrative that you’ve created in your own head is completely wrong and yet it’s causing you emotional pain. I think that you should talk to him since that’s soon to be your life partner.