Dreams = Regret
4 years ago, i have a dream that i want to attend a big project, i waited for it and it finally gonna comes true which makes me feels so happy and unbelieveable but because of my stupidity and ignorance, my dream are now goes waste. i am unable to think and act properly at that time and in the end i let my chance slip by.
at that time, i choose to relax and going out with my friends but i got slow friend which means they moves slowly and still want to talk and travel around places, also i got severe traffic jam on destination, and my friend want to have lunch and snacks before i am going to my project.
In The End,when i arrived to project
@Shojimeguro It sounds like you really were looking forward to this project. I'm so sorry it didn't work out for you 
I know how discouraged and upset you must be right now. However, you have to keep looking forward and know that more special projects will come, with hard work and dedication. Maybe this opportunity didn't work out but it doesn't mean the next one won't either! And maybe, just maybe the next one will be even better! Maybe this missed opportunity is the start of something even better. Don't give up, there's a plan for you and I'm confident you're going to find it. Just keep seeking it! You can do it, I believe in you! 
@KindListening i am afraid there is no next time because i am started working now
