Experiencing Trauma and Depression
I am at my difficult time of my life. I don't have a work right now and one of the source of my happiness is my partner. She is my bestfriend. Then, she stop talking and texting me because she felt that I am toxic, self seeking and self centered.
She left me when I needed her the most. This scenario also happened last 2 years ago. My previous partner cheated on me when I am at my difficult time.
I am questioning myself and having a trauma to what happened. My partner left me already without saying anything. She ignore all of my message. I am depressed thinking why do I always need to beg someone to stay in my life. Why they don't consider my feeling and easy to walk away.
@courageousGrapefruit3455
You must be going through a lot coping with depression and loneliness at the same time. About questions yourself why the walk away happening to you. It's not your fault. I believe your true friend/Soulmate will do anything and everything to be with you forever. Just keep healing up and your true love will find you when you least expect it. Hopefully, sooner than you think. Sending you a big hug.
Hi, @tundee2222 Thank you very much for your kind words. It's hard and I'm still crying everyday. Praying that one day when I woke up, she's already gone in my head. I will be facing my battle alone and I hope God give my strength.
@courageousGrapefruit3455
Hi friend, sorry to hear that you're experiencing a heartbreak similar to what you had two years ago. I know it can be difficult to understand why someone leaves you, and it can lead us to facing some hard truths. I believe that being honest with yourself and those around you is the best policy. It may take a while for the pain to heal, but that's normal and part of the process. Someday I hope you will look back on this experience and appreciate how much you have grown and changed as a result. Take care.
Hi, @amiablelris4653 thank you for your advice. I am 100% true to ny relationships and I hope someday, someone will love me not just at my best but even in my worst and darkest time. Someone who will never leave me when things go hard.
@courageousGrapefruit3455
I am so sorry you feel this way
It hurts to lose a friend and lose your partner around the same time.
I have had both these things happen around the same time, and honestly, It was hard
getting through it. Sending you sympathy from my heart. I hope you feel better. :)
@MamaPiggy
at the same time, I meant to put at
@courageousGrapefruit3455
Good Post. Truly helpful
