Feeling Lost
I'm going through so much within me. I'm fighting myself. But may be I have reached at a point .... where I may not fight my own battles anymore.
@wonderwoman4771, I am terribly sorry to hear that you are feeling such despair. This pain can be overwhelming and make you believe it will be never-ending. But that's not the whole truth. Pain magnifies only the worst part of your existence and creates a tunnel vision. But a tunnel is not a whole road, it is only a part of the mountain and bigger landscape.
Please do not give up on yourself. You do not have to accept this pain and darkness of depression. You deserve the help and a chance to appreciate the sunshine and birdsongs and laughter. You deserve to be fully yourself.
If you feel any urges to harm yourself, please reach out to the crisis centers - you can find all of the international contacts here: https://findahelpline.com/i/iasp
*hugs*
