Feeling like an outsider

Hi I'm not sure if I have posted this in the right section. Does anyone else ever feel like an outsider?

I have always felt like I am an outsider and like I don't belong. I grew up in the countryside with no kids my own age nearby and I was an only child until I was 8. During school when I did make friends, I was never fully part of the group. I lived so far out that I ended up missing out on a lot of parties etc.

Now as an adult I still feel like an ousider. My friends are mostly engaged/married and I am single. Even in my own family I feel like an outsider. My parents have each other and my siblings are twins who don't have much in common with me.

This gets me down so much. I try to put on a happy face around others but really I'm dying inside from loneliness.

Willow