Give me a reason why you chose to continue to live

I don't know what I'm feeling or doing. I've been feeling very sad and empty everyday. It's been like this for the past 7 years. Back then, I wouldn't have gussed that I'd still be the same. My past self somehow clung onto this false hope that I'll be okay eventually. It's been too long that I've been this way. I don't know... I've tried everything from therapy to meds but it's still the same. I don't know what to expect from the therapy and meds anymore. I'm just not getting better. Nothing seems to be getting better. I just want to ask how do you continue to live everyday? what's your reason? and are you feeling better now?