Hard time lately
I have been having a really hard time lately. Suicide has been in my head a lot lately. I try to push them away but everyday they r back. I'm so stressed and anxious and tired.
@Ashlie19
Me too. I always think of how dumb I am and how the world would be better off with me dead. I can't get the thought out of my head. Sometines I grab a knife from the kitchen and hold it over my chest but I can never actually do it
@HeythereitsMaddy and @Ashlie19
The world is better without poverty, war, greed, hunger, disease; BUT its definitely not better without you two or anyone else. We all have value and worth. We're all important. You need to see it in yourself before anyone else does. Don't put other people's opinions before your own. Ask yourself, what makes someone else more worthy than me? Nothing (unless you're going around killing and hurting people and life and being a horrible person which I'm absolutely sure you're not.)
But yoh know what's so great? Is that YOU, you alone can actually save another person's life. Be it through kindness, charity, volunteer, researching cures, working to add value to the world, YOU can contribute to improving/demoloshing the factors that I mentioned above that are hurting humans. You too deserve kindness and you deserve it from yourself before anyone else receives it from you.
PLEASE try to be kinder to yourself and hush that voice that says you're not worthy. It's not true. We all are and we're all here for a reason.