Helpless, Hopeless
To be honest, I don't know what to do anymore, I've been hoping for things to end, but I don't even have the courage to end my own life. I had this friend, she meant the world to me, but she got tired of me and my depression and she cut me out of her life, without her my life has no meaning, I'm alone, I don't have friends (and I don't want to have friends), my family is not supportive and almost everyday I find myself thinking about suicide. I tried to talk about it with a friend, but that bridge is now burned, she doesn't have time for me anymore. I'm also experiencing some difficulties at work, my boss is an asshole, she's constantly putting me down and saying mean things, I feel frustrated but I can't quit, even though I think I might have to quit soon. My life is difficult, and in all honesty, the best thing that could happen to me is dying. I lost my friend, I hate my job and in general I have nothing to live for. I feel frustrated and angry all the time, and I'm so tired of it..
I miss her so much... It hurts like hell :(
I'm sorry to hear that you're in pain, @JLRR. How was your day so far? How was your work today?
Sending an internet hug for you.
The pain... Is hurts so much. I want it to go away
make your own thread
@JLRR, the Internet is a vast place and 7 Cups community boundless, so I think we will manage to fit here all. We can draw strength from each other's pains and struggles. How's your day?
@honestTriangle5753, would you like to talk about your feelings?
I know, but this is MY thread.
I seem to be unwanted here, sorry
@JLRR , threads are a place for sharing with each other, and a platform for people going through similar emotions to share as well. Sorry if you felt a little left out, but as part of Forum Team let me assure you that there's plenty of love to go around, and its my job to make sure that everyone feels loved and included in our family here at 7 Cups Of Tea.
@honestTriangle5753 please don't ever feel unwelcome here on our site- that's the last thing we ever want you to feel. Sharing takes a great deal of courage, and our site should definitely be a platform for that. I really appreciate you mustering up the courage to share.
@Celaeno I keep seeing you in the forums, its always a delight!! Stay awesome as always
SENDING LOVE AND GOOD WISHES TO ALL OF YOU GUYS.
