Hopeless
Hi, I've been struggling with depression and anxiety for a long time now, I can't seem to find a place where I can be accepted and heard. I don't have a good relationship with my family, I don't have friends and I'm alone all the time, I can't say it's a bad thing to be alone but sometimes it gets really frustrating and I just want someone to talk to for a while and I can't always do that, so I take that frustration on myself, I punch the wall or make cuts on my skin, I hurt myself often specially when I'm feeling anxious or frustrated. My first line of support used to be my best friend, but ever since I told her I'm bisexual everything changed and now she doesn't want to talk to me, it kills me to think that she lied to me all this time, I believe she never cared or loved me. I'm having a tough time leaving my bedroom and I'm not eating right. Honestly, I don't really care about my life and all I want to do is end it.
I knew it I don't fit I here either
I also suffer from depression and anxiety have been a loner most of my life. I have no friends and no family the only social interaction I do is when I'm at work and say an occasional "hi" to someone. I have always felt like I don't fit anywhere. I know how it feels to feel absolutely alone , I wish you the best and hope you find the strength to get the help you need to feel better.
I've suffered depression since I was a child. I feel as though life is hopeless and doesnt matter. But the past few years it has gotten worse. I don't want to be around people and I have no desire to eat or be with my husband. All I want to do is sleep. I know what triggered my depression to be so bad but I dont know how to fix it. My husband and I have been trying to have a child for four years. I have suffered 7 miscarriages and have no idea why. Everyone I know has at least one kid if not more. And they werent even trying. I feel like it is so unfair. Why is it everyone around me gets to have the one thing I want most in the world.