How long?
Today I realised I can't even remember what it is to be happy anymore I just know I miss the feeling. In fact I miss feeling anything. I come home from work everyday in which I work in a room by myself with no windows and go straight upstairs to bed. I'm a 36 year old man with nothing. My family asks me if I'm ok and I say I'm fine because there is nothing they can do. I never meet anyone new because I'm basically terrified of people especially women they always seem to do more damage to me rather than the opposite. I feel that I would of checked out a long time ago if I was brave enough. How much longer?
@Gallatron2000 I'm so sorry you're feeling so hopeless and down. I'm glad you decided to reach out here, it's one small but wonderful step towards getting in touch with other people. I know it seems like no one can help, but it might be worth letting someone try. Hang in there, we're here for you.