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Im always told your to young to understand what depression or anxiety is. Or your not self harming. You dont even know what that is. Yes Im young. But Im not stupid. I understand a lot more Jan people understand. Love, depression and anxiety.
Pull yourself together and find a worthy hobby. Maybe this is your hobby will bring you only joy and self-satisfaction. And may bring additional income.
In our youth, we all perceive everything that happens with the negative. It can be seen because of the hormonal adjustment of the body. You really direct your strength and even anger at something that brings you satisfaction. For example, I enjoy trading with a broker. So I am fascinated by all thoughts and forget about all the problems. In addition, my hobby brings me a steady income. Try to view broker information bolt-fx.com/ can and will suit you. By the way, you can not worry if you do not understand trading. They have excellent customer support and training courses.