Idk anymore

Please don't think like that....... Life will always be a complete mess but it's up to us how to make it work instead of thinking like you r a disappointment or anything like that...... Think what could you do that won't be a disappointment for anybody and always be kind to yourself because if there is no enemy within you then there is no enemy in the world that could destroy you..... And always love yourself because you deserve it.... 💜💜💜💗💗💗

Hi,friend. I am here for you. I feel you. Its okay to feel like that. What you feel and think its not always true,but it tells you what you need to change. Especially ,what you said about yourself. You deserve love ,hapiness and you have the right not to be okay for as long it helps u understand what you really need . Its like a bad way to connect with yourself. But,good news, you can get by. The thing you have to change for starters is the way you see yourself. Everyone has a story for ourselves that we believe its true"I am that and this and that means that and this etc". My friend, if something you believe is causing you such a suffering its not true. Who defines what is a success and disappointment or what the meaning of all is?? Even if the wisest human answers ,it wont serve you, if its not yours answer,from within. So,for a start, please,dont believe your thoughts. Its a product of many bad things happening to you. Give yourself a break.Breathe. You got this. And let urself free. If you need 5 years then 5 it is. Seek help. Its so brave sharing your pain with us. I am here for you and I pray for you. Sending healing energy. Dont quit,just take breaks. You got this.