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So for the past 8 months I've been really sad because a lot is going on in my life right now. My friends think I should see a therapists because while we were in school I could barely focus, always anxious, never ate, never smiled or laughed or did anything besides look down at the floor. Once quarantine started its gotten to the point where I don't even leave my bed unless it's to use the bathroom. My parents have had to start bringing my food to my room or else I wouldn't eat it. I can't remember the last time I left my room and all my days blend together in to this awful cycle I can't escape from it's like I wake up and am just as tired as I was the day before. Sometimes I even have thoughts about ending it all and I've gotten really close a couple of times, but I thought I'd reach out and try to find a friend or just someone to listen. Thank you for your time if you made it this far.