I dont know where to go from here
Im in the worst place mentaly ive ever been just when i think life gets bad it finds new ways to be worse. im living in isolation,have no friends, nobody to speak with and i've tried to reach out for help multiple times to nothing, my docotr does nothing forgets to book appointments fucks up my medication and Im still stuck on a waitinglist for help, ive reached out to every possible place i can and noboyd can help me.
I want to say i feel alone but i know i am alone completely and i dont know how much longer i can do this i dont want this to be alll life is but it looks like this is the best it'll be for me. im so tired, im so sick, i hate that theres no help and that nobody cares i hate living hour by hour just scrapping by knowing the best i can get out of my day is to make it to bed just to relive the same day when i wake up
I'm so tired
I don't have an answer or a magic fix for you but I do know I feel the same way. But different. Because we are different and feel similar things but differently.
I just want you to know you aren't alone. I feel the same way.
@sadComputer1673
Very sorry to hear about it, if you feel lonely, you should go do something you personally like, for example, I like to play video games when I feel lonely, try to make yourself comfortable.
P.S. everyone have a hard time like this, I was bullied in elementary school and lonely and I will not forget those experience, but it is all the past now, keep on going and you will see the light!
@sadComputer1673
I'm really sorry to hear this. I used to have depression and so I can totally relate to you. I read a lot of books during those times when I'm feeling alone because reading to me is a way of communicating with the author. Maybe you can try 2.
Just keep in mind that after overcoming these bad feelings, you will have increased resilience to cope with any of life's challenges!
I understand how you feel. I’m in the exact same situation. I feel helpless and hopeless that life for me may just be an endless loop of sadness and hurting. I feel so alone or maybe even the people around me make me feel alone. I’m also exhausted and I just want the pain to go away. I really hope we’ll have a chance at genuine happiness and love. I am tired of wasting away my days wallowing in despair. We all have each other, let’s try our best to make it through this life.