I feel like a bad person
I hate this feeling. I live in a constantly toxic environment (literally cant even stay in my room without getting yelled at, or practice my music or play video games to relax and unwind) and I cant leave because I dont have a degree, or a decent paying job, my job keeps forcing me to do shifts that affect my mental health and then they brush it off saying I'll be fine but I won't. People think I'm weird, they wont talk to me, won't watch my videos on YouTube, won't allow me the things that I need to do to make me happy. I'm barely making it to my next paycheck and they keep messing with my hours to the point that I lost insurance for a few days. I cant even afford to go see a professional and the me Atlanta health places in my city are full for months. I'm just at that point where I want to pack my stuff, hop in my car, and move far away from this place.
@courageousStrings4535
I am so sorry that you are going through all of this. Is it possible to find a new job? I do know like the city that I am in it doesn't sound like the menal health resources are any better. Not sure if you are going to school but there should be counselors there that you can talk to free if you are. Maybe you can look up pleasant activites list on the web and see if there are some cheap things to do and meet new folks. We are all here for you on 7cups and hope to see you in the chat rooms.
