I feel like giving up.
I just can't deal with people anymore. I'm not good at it. I wish I was just invisible some days... Every time I talk to someone I just feel so self-conscious. and people also keep telling me to eat for them, or to not eat for them, or to be normal for them... I really don't know how to cope anymore. I don't want to see people sad or upset because of me. This message is a mess,, I'm sorry.
@gentleBeechwood8664
I got scammed a couple weeks ago. Because of my own stupidity and ignorance, I lost everything in my checking account. After looking into some scam recovery websites, it turns out those were full of scammers also. I feel like I can't trust anyone.
i have such bad trust issues that when i finally meet someone who wants me, my brain doesn’t allow me to trust them, i always think this is a joke and that they don’t actually care about me, that this is a prank, and i’m scared that this problem will only cause worser things in my future