I feel like nobody wants to talk to me

I know already that I'm overreacting but it's hard. I haven't seen my friends since last week because we have off of school, and it feels like forever, I'll get to see them on Monday but that still feels like a long time.

There's only really two people I want to see rn, I'm going to call them O (he/him) and N (she/her).

N doesn't go to the same school as me, so our communication is limited to Google chat and here. She's the one I really miss because I've known her since I was 4ish and we go to the same girl scout camp, and reconnected over the summer. The last time I saw her was at my musical, I've had a birthday and she's had a break up since then. I really want to see her again and our mom's should be trying to find a time, but there's going to be complications because N's mom is really big on family time and sometimes it feels like I'm intruding on that.

O does go to the same school as me and I get to talk to him a lot but we've been on spring break, so I've been feeling a little lonely, not that I've really done anything to change that I haven't texted him because I figured his family would be busy, and mine is too.

So I've been trying to talk to people by participating in the chats but too often (like the both times I've offered support in the support room) they leave me in the middle of a conversation. So that sucks, but hey what can you do.

I'm probably going to post this and then try to go to sleep because it's like 1:30. Feel free to comment. I am happy to provide any sort of extra bits that I missed.