I feel lost

I've always considered myself to be a loner. Someone who was happier just being by myself but then I have days like today (miserable) where I realize just how alone I am. I'm sad, angry, anxious, and nervous and I suddenly have an overwhelming need to just talk to someone. To have a friend. The only person I have in my life is my mom and I don't know what I would do without her with me. At the same time sometimes we need to talk to someone who isn't our mom. You need someone who isn't related to you to just sit there and listen and say they get it. I don't have anyone like that at all. So I'm just lonely and it feels crippling. I feel like I don't even know what to do with my life anymore. A year ago I completely lost my income. The same income I've had since I was a child and I haven't been able to find work because no one will give a 23 year old with no experience a chance. I just feel like ever since I lost my income my whole life has just slowly started falling apart. I don't know what to do or where to go from here.