I just don
I did have anxiety and depression I take meds for it and all but I am. Kind of suicidal like u dont wanna be here but Im not like being bullied in anyway so it not like I think that the world would be better without me I just kinda dont wanna be here I feel like Ill have a better time in another life if that makes sense
idk what to do
does anyone else understand
@Samanthaclark life is always changing....so in reality... life will be very different in 6 months than it is today. You just never know what tomorrow holds. Hang in there. One day, you'll be so glad you did.
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@Samanthaclark I understand. Like... i really just dont understand why i am even here still.. if i am not making things worse, my life is just hell. and everyone tells me to just enjoy the littl ehappy moments, but there are so few and they get shadowed by the negativity so quickly.
@Samanthaclark
Having depression and anxiety is hard. I sorry to hear that you feel that way, tbh, I was battling those same thoughts all weekend. I can tell you that it does pass, you might need some help with it. But it can get better. While you might feel you'll have a better time in another life, there must be things that you would miss here? Ice cream, the smell after a rainstorm, the soft coat of a pet. There are alot of people in here that you can talk with about things. There are alot of us that understand.
@mytwistedsoul but what if those thongs arent enough ? then what do you have ?
@MyLifeIsAJokeMan I completely understand how you are feeling I was adopted as a child and my birth mother didnt want anything to do with me. I was a nuisance and she let things happen to me and my siblings no person should go through. I use that example as how I dont want to live my life. I live a life of addiction and I type this to you sober because the fight is worth it in order to become a better person not only for myself but the people I want in my life at some point. It will get better, but only if you let things get better. It doesnt mean you wont have to work for it. Nothing free is ever worth it and nothing worth it is ever free. One day at a time.
@SBHTX2017 Day by Day
@MyLifeIsAJokeMan that is how I am learning to live. In addition, I am not trying to control the things that are beyond my control.
@SBHTX2017Yeah, i need to take a page out of your book man seriously.
like i say just breathe but damn the air can be thin sometimes eh?
@MyLifeIsAJokeMan yes it can be, but like any great athlete\climber we learn to move past it and rise up. You can
@Samanthaclark
I do. I found that if you find a group of people that you feel like you belong with, it helps. Just be careful to make sure its a group and not one person.