I'm Just Tired
All my life I've had this shyness. From a young age part of that shyness turned to insecurity and negative thoughts. I've always been the type of person to look down on myself because I never feel good enough. The people I live with always make me out to be this disrespectful and ungrateful person because to them I have no reason to be depressed. I know compared to others, I have a good life but I still have so much anger and guilt built up inside of me with no way to release it. I have suicidal thoughts almost everyday and all of this has been going on for many years. I wish I knew how to make it stop. I'm just tired.
@brightOcean409
Hi, have you ever called a warm line or crisis line? I was calling often 2 years ago and it slowly led to my finding some much needed direction and insights. You are not alone when youre on this site. Reach out some more to try some listeners and talk things through.
Blessings, Day
I haven't tried that but thanks
@brightOcean409
I was surprised at how helpful they can be, i hope you feel better soon 🌻
It must be really hard for you. I wish to give you big warm hugs. Hit me up if you need someone to talk to. You are so strong to get through all of these