Im finally doing it today...
hardworkingCurrent5350
December 17th, 2019
Im finding a reason not to but cant find any... My heart is aching. I wanted them to help me but they wont, maybe when I die they would regret it. Merry Christmas
TaranWanderer
December 17th, 2019
@hardworkingCurrent5350 please keep searching for your reason to keep living, because it is out there. The failure of others to recognize your pain and to adequately attend to it does not mean you're not deserving of help, or that you're beyond help. You will feel better in time, you will receive the help you want, but you have to let yourself get to that point. To keep fighting even when it hurts...you're so much stronger than you think you are 
and you're not alone